dating my ex

So I have been a bit busy lately dating my ex boyfriend. And I have to admit I am loving it.

We dated for almost two years and during that time we got along well enough he was just not emotionally ready to have a serious relationship so we weren't able to reach that level together.

After 7 months apart he has become a man; the man I saw piece by piece when it showed through. He is able to have adult conversation and share what he is feeling and thinking. He is able to tell me how he feel towards me and is even able to talk about not only a future but our future.

Suddenly the person I was crazy about for two years has become more amazing and I am happy and scared. I can't believe I am lucky enough that he saw losing me as such a big deal that he actually put in the work and changed. But at the same time I am so scared to fall for him too quickly.

I made that mistake after we broke up. I was hurt and didn't think rationally. I wanted to pretend he didn't exist so I got involved with someone else in an attempt to erase him. I realize what a mistake that was and that the old saying is true...only fools rush in.

This time around I want to take things slow. I want them to be right and real. I want to be genuinely happy. I am dating my ex and thus I am pleasantly surprised on a daily basis. I love surprises!

Wish me luck!